Not Goodbye

Well I will be missing in action for a week because I will be stuck in the 1980s. As I have told you all before, my people don't believe in technology or something like that. In this day and age they do not have a computer. Well we do but it does not work it just makes the office look flashy. Anyways, I will write to you all later. Love you and thanks for being great friends.

I don't know my friends

Well Yesterday I found out the Sulaya was 25 and had two boys. During blue and white a friend of another friend( my friend now:) ) met Sualya. After how much weeks we were talking and I forgot how we got on the subject but he told me he thought Sulaya was 25 and they kids here was hers. I guess it is okay for Sulaya to go out with the 37 years old man ( who march in the civil rights movement , was apart of the black panther party and meet Martin Luther King Jr.) :) I also found out that she was and elf. I guess I really don't know my friends. Does any of you have things you think I should know?

My kids are thieves

Well as you all know I was mommy this summer. But I will leave those details for another blog because I don't want neisha to fall to far being so I will "keep that shit in." This particular situation I cannot keep in because I don't know why lil pickney lie so much and so bad. While they were here I went to class and left them with Jodene. Jodene sent them outside to go play. So let me tell you how these pickney hunted. They find them lil bad selves down to the clubhouse in my complex. Then they found themselves inside the people them fridge and tek their juice. When I came home they rushed up to me offering me juice. I asked them where they got it from-now the lie- "there was a sign saying free juice," said Tresha. So I was like okay good you all need to go and get more. The next day they went for more and bought back like 3 cases for breakfast. I was shocked and told them not to get no more. The next day I went to the gym and I grab a juice too but I saw no sign. I did not take no mind to it. To make the long story short I found out for one of the kids that the manager told them that the juice was not free it was for the workers. They took all 46 juices too. I told my mom and when the kids were approached they lied right in our faces and very bad. Well actually it was just Tresha but the amount of lies she told was enough all four of them. She got a beaten. Oh yeah and the funniest of all was I found my razor in her bag and asked what she was doing with it. She told me she took it incase we went somewhere and I needed it. In return dunga, the really Jamaican one said " She a shave her eyebrows to neck bac." So when my mother asked her she said no and it was the swimming pool. Now tell me how does the pool take out a chuck of your eyebrow without any other scar? And how would the pool do it in the first place unless you put you face on the wall and rubbed? The questions I had. All I could say is Wow, she is such a bad liar. Then my mother told her to stop telling lies. Finally she said it was not the pool . She looked up in the air( try to picture this) and was like "the ting there wah it name" (long pause) Umm, ummm, ahmm, the ting there. So we were alll naming things because it look so bad on her because she took like 2 minutes to try and make up something which she never did. I finally get to something I guess she liked. I said what the nail file and she was like yeah that's it. Mi nearly dead, I was laughing so hard. How do you take a nail file and shave your eyebrows? I wonder when I was lil if I lied so bad as well. She got a beaten but really she needs prayer. I sending a prayer request up for Treshawna Price. Please be on one accord and intercede for her.

My baby elephant

My kids and the rest of the family went to Animal Kingdom in Orlando. When I was there I was looking at all the animals and kept telling Kenroy I wanted him to get them for me. We went on a safari ride and I saw a baby elephant so I said I wanted it. Then all of a sudden Jody, Kenroy's lil sister said Marcia why do you need a baby elephant when I have tresha. Tresha is my little cousin that is overweight. I did not want to laugh but I could not help myself. My brother then added to it by taking a picture of the baby elephant then taking a picture of Tresha. He said he took it to see the comparison. I think we scared her for life.

I am scared

My life has been threatened so if any thing happens to me Sualya can tell you who did it. I have gotten myself in a serious situation and it does not seem like it is going to get better. Please say a big prayer for me. Details of this issue will be told soon.

why is the owl tongue so big

How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? Why did the owl only take 3 licks? Something I was pondering about

Having a Friend is a Crime

Today I learned that if you meet a new person and start a friendship with them it is a crime. You can not meet a friend of the opposite sex if you and your boyfriend broke up. It is immoral, wicked, and deceptive. Lets just say my day was the pits and leave this for another entry. My heart is broken and my tears hold the blood from it. As a spider my thoughts are woven into a web. A web of angry, hurt, and despair. I want to be happy and do what makes me happy. I am tried of everyone trying to tell me what is wrong and right in their eyes. Let me live and experience life for myself. If I fall guess what I will get back up but don't push me down. No one but God in heaven knows who I am going to end up with in life. I am 21 years old not 35 ,so what if I don't get married or find a husband by tomorrow. I will find someone and will not have to settle for things that don't make me happy. I am not looking for perfect but I am looking for perfect for me. We will have our faults but when the right person comes along we will be able to deal with them accordingly. I know you wan the best for me but you have to allow me to find MY best. Is this being irrational. Well these are the things I wish I could tell my mother

Is this too much to ask

Today I was told that I was living in a fantasy world. Tell me if I am:

Out of Life:
Have a closer relationship with God
To be healthy
Graduate from college
Grad from medical school
Land a job in some research facility doing disease research
Meet people that will be true
Have Kids
have a nice home
Be able to take care of people who took care of me

Okay this is the part that I am supposedly in a fantasy world.

Out of a man:
A friend
Someone who is understanding
Compromising
Suppportive
Love me for all my disablities
Can communicate when problems arise (not yell)
Not petty
Spiritual
Driven
a good job
similiar moral standards as I
Romantic
Has a sense of Humor
Likes to have fun
someone who will never hit me
caring
Mature

Now please tell me if this is too much to ask or should I settle for less. An honest opinion