Everytime you go away

Well it has been a while. Lots has gone on in my life and I am trying to sort things out now. One thing that kept my spirits up these past couple of days was the visit by neo. He seems to know and understand how I am feeling and knows how to make me feel better. Well it was a very nice week with him around and I think I got too use to. It felt so natural and surprisingly we didn't bite each other heads off(like we ever anyways). The more we are around each other is the more we feel. I don't know where this relationship is going to end up but it sure feels right and I don't want to be wrong. But enough about that, it is official he will be attending school in orlando so no more 2000 miles long distance relationship. The school is da bomb (full sail) and he will be doing what he loves which is music and he is closer. Now its just a couple hundreds miles that I can drive in one and half hours. But for the time being I have to experience the feeling of him leaving. Funny this morning before he left I started to feel very sad that he was leaving. I couldn't sleep so I was just laying there listening to the smooth R&B tunes playing on my TV. I just felt down but just then a song came on by Brian McKnight. At first I did not know the name but I listened to it and it totally described how I was feeling. Before it finished I jumped out the bed and went to see the name of the song; Everytime you go away! All day the course was in my head and it kept me going but I had to download the song. Basically this is exactly how our relationship is and the feelings I get when we leave each other. The words are:

Everytime that I am with you
I can't believe you share my world
but its real.
And everytime that I hold you close to me
forever is all that I see.
See I don't give a damn what anyone says
don't matter anyways
see I've never felt this way before...
Hate to see you go even though I know when you're coming back
Its hard to breath without you
and thats a fact
I know sometimes you have to leave
but I wish that you could stay.
Everytime you go away.

From the very first time that I touched you babe
couldn't find the words to say.
You set me free.
And everytime I kissed your lips
nothing never tasted quite like this but got so deep.
Never felt this way before
you always leaving me wanting more

your the sunshine of my day.
you brighten up my life
you take a piece of me with you everytime you say goodbye.
Everytime you go away...
I love you always

I tell you music speaks and has a way to tell your story. I miss you Neo!!