Strange things

Strange things seem t be happening to me lately. The problem is it has been bad stuff. I sit and wonder where did I go wrong. Ever since I was little for some reason I get the burnt end of the pot. Sometimes I think I am cursed. In the past month it has been a spiral down hill with the most important things in my life. I don't know you know I just know that things in life are very as they seem and nothing in life is guaranteed. I knew this lesson but lets just say that it has been reinforced. I am concerned with my life and the shit happening. There are few things that are keeping me happy and I just can't help think they are going to be taken too. More to say but I am felling very sick. I have a cold.